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**bRAYdEN jAmES HeNrY**

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On January 27, 2005 I found out I was 6 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I was really scared since I am only 16. But as time passed, and I became farther along in pregnancy, I got really excited and I was ready to hold Brayden in my arms, I went shopping for him, had a scrap book in the process, went to doctors appointments and everything else you do when you are pregnant. Sadly, on March 8, 2005 I lost Brayden. He was a 12 week fetus. I miss him so much. He has moved on from life into god hands, but will forever be in my heart.
Today is October 20, 2005 and I am in a new pregnancy. However, I will always keep Brayden James in my heart.

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~8 Week PrEgGy BeLlY~

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~10 WeEk PrEGgY BeLlY~

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~My 12 week pregnant belly. 2 days before I misscarried~

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A Poem For My Child
 
I miss you so much I am sure you know,
I was getting so excited, looking at my stomach, watching you grow.
I was going to make you happy because you were mine,
but I am sure you are just as happy where you are now, everything is going to be fine.
Your stroller sits empty, your diapers sit unworn,
my heart trembles inside, but it helps me to mourn.
 
I couldnt wait till the day you were here,
I wanted to hold you so bad, the time was getting near.
Suddenly I lost you, it came out of no where,
I cried so hard and thought to myself, "THIS ISNT FAIR"
 
Now I fell so lonely, What am I to do?
You were my everything, and I loved you.
I sit here crying, as I write how I fell
but you are in a good place, and God will love you for real.
 
I will see you someday, so wait for mommy
We will be together soon, and live in peace and harmony.
Say Hi to grandma, grandpa and Shayne
It is so good knowing you are no longer in pain.
 
Dont forget about mommy
And I promise mommy will never forget about you.

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~* I miss you son. Mommy loves you*~