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April 20, 2005 @ 10:27 PM
Hey! Today was a good day, and a bad day at the same time.
It was a good day because I got a call from papa murpheys, they gave me a job interview! I got it tomarrow at 2:30. Im so
excited. It would be good if I get the job because it is only a couple blocks away and I could walk or take the city bus,
and I could stop asking my mom for money. So that is the good thing that happend. The bad thing that happend is about an hour
ago, Kevin and I broke up. I was really attached to him. Maybe someday we will get back together but I dont know. We broke
up over the phone. He is in Seatlle which is about 2 hours away. He went there to stay with his uncle for a few days, and
I guess his uncle gave him a better paying job, so he decided to stay there untill he goes to California. I dont know if he
is really there or not, because he likes to lie sometimes...but I will find out if I see him around. I am trying to be really
strong about this, considering I just had my miss carriage in March, and now i lost my boyfriend, but it is really hard. I
will give you more details soon as I get them!
Friday March 22, 05@ 7:07 PM
Hey whats poppin? Not much here!! well papa murpheys
didnt call me back last night, so if I dont know in 2 weekz, dat meanz i didnt get the job. But today, I called my old job
back. Its at CAI. its a telemarketing company. I hated the job, but I brought home a 340 dollar check, and it wuz nice having
the $$$$$ so I start on Monday. So I will let you know how dat goez!! Emily hasnt had the net for like 3 dayz now!! COME BACK
EMILY!!! I MISS YOU!!!! my ex Rafael got mad at me today bc He dont like it when I bring up the baby i just lost in March,
but i think he will get ova it! I LOVE YOU RAFIKI!!!! Anywayz...today i just was on da computer and cleaned house. Doin laundry
now, just finished eatin some noodlez n speghetti sauce. Today is Friday..dont know if im doin nuffin or not. Anywayz...ttyl!!
-Jessica
April 26, 2005 @ 3:43 AM
LOL, yea I am up in the middle of the night...again
lol. My mom hates it when I am up all night and sleep all day..but I cant help it. Today I didnt get up until 4 in the afternoon..lol.
Im a lazy butt!! I called CAI to tell them I had the flu...so I didnt go to my interview, but I really didnt, I was just tired.
So the rescheduled for on Thursday at 2. I will go to that one soon cuz I really want money!! Lets see...today was a pretty
basic day. Just got out of bed..folded some clothes, got online, cleaned my room, talked on the phone for a while...looked
at Brayden's scrap book and got back online, so here I am now!! So yea..today was pretty boring!! But its all good. wow, i
dont got nothing more to say!! all well, i will just make the font big haha..im a cheater!! talk to you later!!!
~<!~>Jessica~<!~>
Sunday May 1, 2005 @ 5:37 AM
Well, I havent updated in a few days, just teh weekend.
A lot has happened. But i mostly just want to talk about saturday. My boyfriend Kevin got exported to Mexico today, I never
thought it would happen, but it sure did. its a long story, but ill just make it short. he said that he would be back for
me, and he asked that I dont look for another boyfriend. He was crying pretty hard. I was crying to. But I have hope
that he will be back for me...
Jessica
May 3, 2005 @ 1:36 AM
well here I am, again, writing in the middle of the night..lol.
Well, I just got in a fight with Angel. He is a really good online friend, He has been there for me through a lot of stuff. When
Kevin and I broke up, he let me talk to him, and he listened really good. He helps me with my spanish all the time. I
am really glad I met him. he also talks to me about Brayden sometimes.., i promised him that if I had another baby boy,
i would name him angel after him. I guess he is really into me. He was upset because he didnt like the idea that I stayed
the night at Santiago's house, even though nothing happened, and I slept on the couch. So I dont know why he is so mad....sorry
angel.
Well, as for Kevin, I havent heard anything from him. The
last time I talked to him was when the border patrol let me talk to him a couple days ago. Im sure he is in Mexico now. I
will let you know when I hear more...
I tried getting the car, but his uncle beat me to it, and
refuses to let me have it, even though Kevin wants the car with me untill he gets back to America, but all well. Kevin will
have to take that up with his uncle..my house key is on that key chain to..hmm.
Today was just another basic day. Got up, checked my email,
had some lunch..went to the store..listened to music, cooked dinner...got back online..and thats just about it.
I am updating the site tonight, so look around if you havent
all ready:)
Sorry for makin you made Angel.....:(
~Jessica~
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April 21, 2005.
Today I had a job interview at papa murpheys. But
10 other people had an interview there to...lol. She said that she was going to hire only 2 people, but one of them had to
be over 18 years old. I am 16, she said that she was going to hire one today, and another in 2 weeks. So if I dont get a phone
call today, Im hoping that I will in that 2 weeks!! Because I really want a job.
As for me and Kevin, we are over. I talked to him
today...I told him that I really wanted to be with him, and I didnt want anyone else. He said okay, if I could wait for him
untill December, and not be with anyone else, then we could be together. Then he told me that he had another girlfriend, and
the girl is only 14!!! He said that she tells him that she loves him and wants to be with him forever..I was just like..whatever!!
So I let him go. I am only 16, im sure I will find another one soon.
Right now it is 5:37 PM, i am just sitting here
messing around online. Well, I will be back soon!!
~Jessica~
Monday April 25 @ 2:27AM
Hey all! My weekend went okay. On Friday night, I went down to the club (tequilla rocks)
but minors cant be there after 10 on friday nights, so i didnt even bother. But I ran into my home girl Marlene and she was
with some home boyz so we went to go pick up shorty, trista, and paris and went to a motel. There was like 15 people in that
little room!! lol it was so hot!!! and all of them smoke but me..and they were all smokin in the room..so i got kinda sick
from all the smoke. but im used to it. So we just kicked it there. Then we went home at 4 in the morning, came home and went
to bed. Then on Saturday, I went to the mall....and to wal mart..did a little shopping..then me and Trista, paris and smurf
went to Tequilla Rocks. Saturday night is mexican night...OOOHHH YEA!! i love it so much. and we can be there till 2 am. Its
so much fun!! LOL! I forgot to tell you, when i went to wal mart, we were just walkin in the parking lot on our way inside
and I saw a little mexican he was 20 but he was like 4'4 or somethin. he was so small!! like as long as one of my legs. he
was leavin as we were goin in, but this fool came back in, and followed me through wal mart. it was so funny he would just
stare at me..lol. Tristas mom was lovin it!! lol. then he finally talked to me and i told him to go to the club if he wanted
to hang out..and he did. lol followed me through the club..i was gettin rather annoyed..hes just a little to short for me..lol
im 5'11. so the club was fun. Then after the club, i saw some home boyz, fransisco, artulo and juan. they asked me if i would
kick it so i said sure. then when i got in artulo's car, one of Brayden's possible father showed up..and I was like oh damn.
That was the 2nd time I seen him since I got pregnant with Brayden. He was like..i need 2 ask u a ?. so he asked me if i was
prego. i told him no that the baby died. he looked like he was gonna cry. Then he asked me if I would go talk to him privatley,
so I did. we went in his car and talked about it. I showed him the ultra sound and everything..and he was just like..."wow,
you really were prego huh.." I asked him what he would have done if the baby was his..he was like " i would have taken care
of it and given it the best life i could have..." that almost brought a tear to my eyes. then he started talkin about names..askin
me what the name would have been if it was a boy...girl...and then he asked me what the last name was gonna b if i was gonna
give the baby his last name. You have no idea how surprised i was. It made me really wish Brayden didnt die, and Santiago
was the father. But this is the most surpring thing yet. He stared at Brayden's ultra sound for about 5 minutes. and he finally
asked me if he could have the picture..I was soooo surprised. My baby deserved a daddy like that..one who cares. and I pray
to god that santiago was the father instead of Loco, bc i can see that Santiago cared bc he seemed really upset when he found
out the baby died. I was really surprised...really really surprised. But anways, i stayed that night at Santiago's house,
but i didnt sleep with him or anything. i slept downstairs on the couch. Then today (yesterday, sunday) i went to Trista's
lil sis's bday party. it was fun..lots of people and lots of food..ill put some pics of it on this site. well this is long.
so ima let you guys go!!! talk to u 2 marrow!!!
jessica~
April 27, 2005 @2:21 PM
Hey wow! I am accually doing this in the middle of the day
and not the middle of the night..LOL. i wasnt on late last night, thats why. So lets see here, update on what I did last night.
Well, I slept for a while, I think I got up at 12 PM, then I got online for a while....hmm then I took a nap and while I was
sleeping Trista, Paris and Rey came over. Rey gave me a ride to my Dad's house so I could pick up some Meds for my mom and
25 bucks because we dont got any food in my house :( So then I came back home and my mom and I went to McDonalds and we grubbed
:) LOL!!! When i got home, my good friend Alex called me to see if I wanted to kick it, of course I said sure. So he
came to pick me up with 3 other people and we went to Santiago's house. I didnt talk to Santiago this time though because
his girlfriend was there. I hate that girl..anyways. I got back home at like 1:30 and thats just about all I did..lol. Pretty
boring, but its all good. Tomarrow I go to CAI for my interview. Thats my old job so I know I will get it. I hate the job
though, but its money in my pocket!! well Im going to go I dont feel like typing no mores!! So I will write back later or
2 marrow!!!
~!JESSICA!~
Wednesday May 4 @8:17 PM
Hey guys, today has been a tiring day..very tiring. Well, luckily at like 9 this morning,
Kevin called me. But we only talked for 5 minutes, and we didnt say good bye either. So im not sure if he is with the border
patrol in Mexico or he was on a phone that you can only talk for so much time, but he said that he will be back to America
in 2 or 3 weeks, so i will just have to wait and see what happens. Hopefully he will call back tomarrow or something so I
can find out more.
My mom and I got an eviction thing today. Its either we pay 400 dollars by May 10th, or we
leave. And since she is going to New Mexico, she is just going there earlier, and I am staying with Trista and her family..wow.
I wonder how long that is going to work out. But we gave India our dining room table, wow that thing is super heavy. My muscles
hurt so bad..and im craby today to, because I am starting to get sleepy. So yea, thats pretty much all that happened today,
Kevin called, and starting to get stuff out of our house. But luckily, I get to keep the computer, and maybe my moms truck
to :) I am going to talk her into it.
Since this mothers day is the last mothers day I will be spending with my mom for a long
time, i am trying to do something very special for her..so far I have already spent 30 dollars on her, but I can tell you
what I got cuz you might tell her..lol. I will let you know on mothers day when she gets it!! well, i am going to go take
a nap!! ttyl!!
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